can't wait for my dream body!!

na na na na na!!...

it's been 3 days already and all i do is nothing...hahaha...not a single thing..it's true what mizah has said that, we never accomplished what we aim to do for every new year!!however, this time around, i'm going to make sure I'll achieve my ideal weight no matter what!!!which is 50kg...rite now, i'm weighing at 56kg, so i got about 6 more kgs to lose!!usghhhuhwtguyfdhxfsajfya :p

my perfect dream body will be something like kat deluna...oo emmm geee!! (akak sarah ajar :D) she's got like the most perfect and sexiest body that a girl ever wanted!!huhhhhh...and just look at the way she dances...ok..maybe the video is a bit outdated, but heyy whatever...AND i'll just have to get use to do a little bit of dancing like that!! :p *wink wink* so who wanna do a private show with me??hands uppppp!!

why i choose this video???simply becoz...

first becoz i wanna show the perfect body that i am aiming for...

secondly, becoz i just like the dresses she wore...and even the office look she had...it's just so nice...i know that the lyrics have nothing to do with run the show *wink* but ofcoz it's been translated literally into fashions...so basically, it has a girly geds geds type of video that i loikee!! :D

anyway enjoyyy :))

ladidadida

shocking news update!!
i am now 56kg from 60kg!!
loose 4kgs :))
need to find an electronic weighing machine to confirm it...
any suggestion where??

what type of body are you??

wowowowo!!

i'm getting fat day by day...
i mean ok, im not that really fat, but yeahh i am fat...
starting from last two days, i have put on diet...not becoz i am really on diet, but for health concious!!talk about that, i have to avoid things like seefood, eggs, meats and etc...therefore, i am more towards vegeterian laa heh...adhoiii...imagine me with no lamb, ketam and keowtiow ladna!!damnn...but it's ok, i'll have to see the result in 4 months to come??uhuh...that long ehh...

and so, since i can't eat at all rite after 7pm, i dunno what to do!!usually i stuffed/munchying myself with snacks or sometimes eat nasi in the middle of the nite...i now started to browse and browse...and yes, i can't browse for food kan!!so i browse lahh baju2 yg aku teringin sgt nk pakai...so the outcome is this big question!!shit lahh :p

who says money is not everything...??

after browsing tru so many things, i admitted that money is everything!!huhh...goshh, i really need these!!and now i run a tight stomach lahh :( but never mind...i know i can never have the money rite now since i'm not working...so just let it be...but heyyy again!!who says that people with no money can have no imagination at all ehh??to dream and to imagine is one thing that God gave to us for free...so hell yeahh...let's dream on :)) yippie!!!

when comes to the idea of dressing up, that's not really a problem for everyone...infact everyone can still look fabolous in the eyes of other, be it you are too slim, curvy, voluptous, petite or if u r the bonus type with a model figure, u can always look good...it's the matter of how u manage to take out that fashion stress in you and create your own look!!

just look at someone petite like Eva Longoria, she looks so fresh, healthy and wonderful when she uses the right combination of fashion statement...simple yet it stands out...i have always like her cloths she wears in Desperate Housewives...sometimes, i imagine myself being like her...perfect body with perfect clothing in a perfect house...ahhh...sounds so perfect yet so unrealistic ehh...


but those with curvy body like errr* like sape ehh...Beyonce, Nicole PCD or nak lagi curvy Kim Kardashian pon nmpk cantik kalo menggayakan fashion yang sesuai...

and as for those who are very slim, i think that's not a problem...wearing tight cloth makes you look even thinner and sometimes look sick..so avoid using that, instead wear something that is flowy and not body fitting...like silk dresses and layered it over with pretty cardigans...or wear the empire waist dress/belt...something like this by Jennifer Love Hewitt.

as for me, i guess i fall under the curvy categories...correct me if i'm wrong ehh...becoz, i dont think that i'm too slim, too short, too tall like model...heehhe...therefore, having the right image for a muslimah that still wanna looks trendy is actually a major problem i'm facing...i am no actress yet a model, but i'm just a simple muslimah who's trying to boom the world with her own fashion label one day :p

i found that someone curvy like me should wear:

1.silky shirt with flirty tops with frilly trim...or maybe something like this.click on this link. it's a grey silk wrap cardigan by Principles.

frilly tops

satin blouse

2.layered the top with eyecatching colors...as for me, i wear hijab, so prolly an eyecatching hijab :p

3.long skirt which i have like a few...and with knee length boot!!i'm going to find a suitable one yg x panas utk pakai kat malaysia...love the skirts from LOSVE!!

4.simple dress or knitted dress..and currently i'm fond of this flannel empire line dress from Promod...this pic is just an example...click on link above and view that wonderful dress!!


5.long coat...doesn't mean coat yg panas nk dodok kat USA tuh...so far aku ade dua and byk tp dh bagi orang...and now i'm getting bored with the one i have after wearing it for about two times :p nichii offers classy coats at a reasonable price!!

6.leather jackets paired with trousers with braces...
found something like this from warehouse and Promod!!it's so cool..ok i'm keeping this style for my office style :p ofcoz i have to layer it with a jacket...

ahahhh...so now skrg my saliva dh meleleh nak semua nihh!!arghhhh....superman!!help me ehh :)))

and so girls, how about you??care to share your tips??feel free to do so... :)

tagging games

• List these rules on your blog.



• Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog. (macam similar to the previous one aku buat je)



• Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.



• Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.



• Link the person who tag you.



• Leave a comment for each blogger.

lalalalala....
ok i've been tag by my sister, and AGAIN being a very good little sis i am to her, i think why not i take my bloody on sweet time to do this :p hehe...

7 facts that u guys should know about me!!~this has been done before...i guess everyone knows these facts of me...atleast not everyone but that superman one lahh... :D

1. i like to wear black even tho i so0ooo loved pink!!but anyhow, i can be that vibrant one ehh :p

2.i like going to stationery and art shops...no wonder i'm looking for one to date :p

3.i woke up real late in the morning...even shopping won't help...like today...ibu woke me up at 8.50!!she said, let's go to IKEA...and i was like...uhhhh....ngantok nih...wehh...serious ehh i nih hantu bangun tido awal!!kalo bgn awl to becoz of terpakse :D

4.so that's why shopping comes next!! :p i like going everywhere...kaki jalan :D

5.i buy strictly branded stuffs only OR yang takde brand terus...becoz i dont like wearing a fake one on streets...

6.my kind of things are eating/ trying out something new...name it japanese, korean, western as long as it's cooked!!and i like yogurt drinks too!!especially strawberry/any berries...

7.i love britney to death!! :D mcm mangkuks je aku...bile nk insaf nih xtau lahh...ahahh!! :p

7 unspectucular quirks about me ~~errrr!!aku ade kah ini???nevermind...aku cube buat ehh...

1.i never like baking at all...even buat kuih raye pon...so whenever i got the idea of baking, ahahh...something crazy must have struck me ehh...like, doing it for someone special...it's the love feeling...yeahh...mcm mak aku suro buat donut ngn die...cute tuh aku buat...smpi hancur rupe die...hahh..


2.i'm a freak who's trying so hard to open her own label someday...maybe on my own...or maybe with a partner :)) i'm going to do a lots of business...just wait ehh...

3.i so0oo loved fashions and i'm now learning to draw fashions...that's my hobby during my leisure times...or sometimes, the idea just run tru my head only...keeping and saving it for the last...

4.i can be sweet to people who does sweet things to me, but when once u take away my trust on you, u know the better side of me...like someone using me for their own benefits, that's not my way lady...so u better watch out...

5.i can be a very smart person...so dont expect me that i'm that one of the bimbos!!

6.i like listening to musics with good/meaningful lyrics...it gives me idea whenever i feel like writing poems..

7.ok, last...i wish i can get married at the very early age...where, i can settle down with my business and go around the world with my husband...then i'm blessed!! :))

i'm tagging these seven people...so if guys got the time, just do it...if not leave it eh...
:: ruqayyaa
:: jazzabelle
:: zal-szelinski
:: mizahh-smile
:: yatisakurakowa
:: miesmoshe
:: my princess much0k

The Ugly Duckling

hahaha...

what happened when u kemas-kemas your old stuffs??

ofcoz u will find some unexpected things that u wouldn't know that it ever exist !!you know...like...errmmm, getting to know your mum's certificate studies, your dad old secret(but ofcoz not the dirty little secret one mehh) and not to forget old pictures!!!hahaahaha...so that's what happened lahh...i get to see the old me...ahhhh...how time flies, without even giving any warning to me, except yeahh...it warns me that my face changed from time to time...and imagined to have a mother that didn't remember how her daugther looked like...hahhaa...how depressing ahh...however, this evolution of me, i would like to dedicate to maisa laa as she's getting older last 12th november 2008...and ofcoz, i grew older day by day watching u getting older too...so that's explain why suddenly i'm on the mood looking for old stuffs...enough said :)

starting off with the sicked me :(( well, my whole baby life was never fully utilized..hahah..atleast for me lahh...becoz. i suffered from jaundice(correct me if i'm wrong :) and most of my time, were spent in being hospitilized...and to get my back-bone water, was yet another experience that can never be forgotton...and maybe becoz of that, i'm not that strong, a bit weak and sometimes i'm jenis yg menggigil tuh...especially when i'm nervous!!u can see my whole body is shaking...my parents were told by the doctor that if the operation didn't succeed, i might get paralyzed!!goshhh, Alhamdulillah i'm fine... :)

and this is me after recovered from the pain lahh...u see, i never was a cute baby...never smile one :p hahaha...ofcoz i don't remember if i ever smiled at that time :Dhaha...that's me and my brother, mushtaq :pthis was like 4 yrs old of me??hmmm...
and this is when i'm 4-5 maybe...im not so sure, but i'm very sure of the location...but looking at the hair growth...it is probably around 1990s...the earlier picture above was shot before we flew all the way to Bradford, Uk.

ahhaa...the cheeky me with little rumaisa :p wehh muke ko same je dowhh..muke aku je yg macam berubah-ubah kan :D
and this is me at the age of 14 :p hahahha, so innocent look rite??

ok...so i haven't yet found any of my picture during school days...i wished i have one...but no ofcoz...and so we skipped the teenagers period...now i'm looking forward on my adult side of me :)) do i need to upload the current pics of me??well i guess no, sbb dah terpampang besar2 kat header tuh...enjoy looking at it!!!harharharhar :D wehh, my story telling nih kan, macam cerite the ugly duckling plaks :p erkkk...yeke?!!

i like the part when the ugly duckling said, "Goodness! How I've changed! I hardly recognize myself!"

forever love jazz :)

whoaaaa...
welcome to the world of bloggers young creative jazzeblle!!!
hope u can jazz yourself around here...
and since we're celebrating a newcomer out there, hence, this is why i purposely changed the layout and give something fresh new...but most importantly -ME...
yeahh...mind the header, after all the blog is all about ANArauda...

so u get to see my faces whenever u step in :D

ok, maybe if i get sick to look at my face, i promise u i will change again...
and fyi, the blog header was perfectly done by her!!!pls give credits :p
this post has nothing much to say except for welcoming u dear :)

i've been tagged!!!

ok here goes...
i was tagged by my sis sera last week, and being a good sister i am, so i will fulfill her needs...heheh... u know that i've been busy with my submission, and still do (with the portfolio!!), and so i didn't get the chances to reply it rite away...and so, here are all the 15 factual facts u must know about me...or rather to say, the other side of me that u did'nt notice!!heh :p

1. i like wearing black!!!even tho i like pink!!funny isn't it??and even tho i like pink, i like colorful stuffs...hahah...that's why u oftenly see me in black :p ok, but actually, i can wear just any color!!but i just don't know why i ended up buying blacks!!haha

2. i like going to stationery and arts shop!!i can buy almost everything if no one sounds me lahh...i will always keep track my pencil box, to see if it's complete...nowadays, lots of my things are missing...so maybe that's a sign for me to buy a new one!!hehe...and becoz of that, i wish my husband to be the owner of a stationery shop!!wakakkaka...

3. i wake up late!!and i mean, real late!!!not becoz i'm an architecture student, but becoz that's the fact!! :) lets skip the time...hehe :p

4. i like going shopping!!!well i guess, this is a fact to almost every women in this world laahh...don't tell me u don't like shopping, then if that so, dont consider yourself from being one ok!!i hate when people say "ehh, aku xsuke laa baju nih, mcm org tua!!"...ok for me, opinion is acceptable, but rejecting it with that damn look on your face, can never be accept...and, if u want to go shopping with me, don't put on that boring face...u know what, sometimes, the fact that u don't like that cloth, it doesn't mean that it won't look good on others!!that's why, byk baju di design to cater for different needs :) but anyway, aku dengar je pendapat org lain lahh...but cuma dengan cara yg lembut and berhemah...hahaha...aku hati jiwang laaa :p

5. i'm into branded stuff!!!xkira laa i am moneyless or what, but i'll buy branded stuff jugak...not to say i've been pampered by my father...my father never give me money just like that...u have to work out, if u really want it!!!seriously, i bought all my stuffs using the money that i simpan ok...bukan main mintak2 ibu and ayah...hahaha...tapi, aku beli jugak barang murah, but not second hand stuff ok!! :p eeee, imagine u have to wear someone other cloths yang u tak kenal pon orang tuh macam mane??geli kan??but, i terime je any hand-me-down items from people that i know!!!so jangan serik untuk bagi i :p hahahaha

6. going out eating and try new things are my kind of thing :) i like japanese, korean, western, easter, middle east, chinese and any other sort off dishes that look delicious!!hehehe...and most importantly, HALAL!

7. i like cooking but not baking- don't ask me on how to bake a cake, or perhaps, do you have this recipe (take for example bread pudding...heheh)...i won't even bother to look for the recipe coz that has never been my interest!!wakakaka...but when it somes to cook masak lemak cili padi, or rendang, or anything...i can share...i will only talk about something that i know, not something that i do not know..heh..so don't be surprise if i say that i xpernah makan kuih raya itu, or kuih raya ini...i eat only selected kuih muih and cakes...i like pies!!!with lots of fresh fruits...

8. i like yogurt drinks...especially strawberry or all the berries yogurt drink!!!ermmm, yummy-licious :)

9. my current hobby is to design cloth...heheh...i'm learning how to draw a perfect human figure :p

10. i love britney and always be!!!i collected all her albums...and still waiting eagerly for her new album 'circus' coming out this 2nd december!!

11. i like designing, take for example, to design a house or what-not, but only for my pleasure...but to take it as my studies, i've always regret it..hahaha...so thats explain why i'm in my second time final year..hahah...

12. i love saris, even tho i xpernah pakai lagi...but i have always dreamnt of wearing one on my nikah day...

13. i like white and transparent furnitures and decorate it with colorful flowers.

14. i like spicy food...tak bleh hidup di kelantan lebih dari 5 hari...hehehe...kalo nk jugak, kene bring my own cili padi lahhh!!

and last but not least...

15. i like striking, bling-bling shoes and handbags!!my princip senang je...baju biar simple, tp kasut biar stands out ok!!then only, i will feel confident!! :D

Don't laugh at my dreams, but encourage me do!!

ok!!!so today i woke up late for studio...it was supposed to be on 10.30am, but i managed to reach my faculty at 11am after dropping by at atok's...then, things got worst when i had my cirit birit...there, to add up my lateness!! *haishhhh*

because of my lateness, then my design cant be criticized by the lecturers!!but somehow i dun care, i keep on doing my massing model, n i kinda like it...it turned out im beginning to have faith in my design!!finally, ive got the mood!! *phewww*

and so, i'd asked two lecturers to take a look at my design...so atleast, i know that im on the rite path...luckily, they seem to feel ok with it and i can proceed..

right after studio, i headed to midvalley, since i've got a 'berbuke puase' date with nurul...she needed to pass me the shaylas that my friends asked for. dinner was fantastic!!!we had nandos for our buke puase...i must say i am that full, but now..as im writing this blog, i feel hungry!!!lalalalaa~~~but i need to stop my midnight eating habits, or else, i wont go nowhere!!! *dushhh dushhh sarah* ~~suke ati ko kate aku gemuk but in a tersirat way!!!

after bloating myself up, i went for my magrib's prayer which *arghhhh* the quing was like so00oo long!!and i had this argument with this makcik (even tho aku rase die akak, tp sbb bengang aku nk panggil die makcik) yang sungguh fussy+kepoh+pentingkan diri!!!ahhh, malas nk citer, wat tmbah dose je.. :p

pastu, we went window shopping and lain pulak jadinya!!!i bought myself a pair of shoes..hahahah...i really cant resist this one out!!u see, i've been dying for this shoes since like 2months ago..it was on 50% off at that time..the one that i like was the red one...so i went to check, and in my head i kept on saying, sure dah takde kasut nih...so, tgk2 ade so i was like!!ouchhh~~~i must get it no matter what!!!and besides, it's now on 70% off...but, the red color is out of size, but there's still a gold one which is i think quite hot too!!owhhhhhh~~i so really like it!!here, take a look...

from the front elevation (this is what happens when an architect gives a photo description, mind you!!)

and from the side elevation

so what do u think??the actual price is RM219..then after less, it's only RM65++...

ok, so tomorrow i'm planning of going to jln tar...as i mentioned earlier, i need to buy some materials for my design...i need to see whether my design works or not, so im gonna give it a try...let me give u a sneak preview on my first ever design...sorry, the sketch is a little bit off, but i think it's quite ok for a first timer like me to do so :D gagagaga...somehow, im going to improve my skecthes, and i will buy that book which will be costing me around RM300++...and which is very *ouchhhh*!!!

lol :p

so u see, the design is very simple...i need to find a blueish green fabric and decorate it with red beads!!!when the design is ready, then i will post it again!!just wait yaaa!!!



p/s: can't wait to own my self-titled label *grrrr*!!!