Wasting times

So I went for the check-ups today and turned out that the nurses are way better than the doctor. I think the doctor is new to the whole thing, plus she looks young to me, maybe with little experience. She kept on doing phone calls for God knows how long a call can be. During check-ups, she's been looking at her phone on and off often that it irritated me alot. No, she did not measure my bump or what-not, and she forgot to take my blood sample for HIV test, which in the end, I had to ask the nurse when should i get the test and when is my next appointment since she didn't note that down too. She did write out that I'm suppose to take a glucose test but didn't mention when again. Haihhhh doctor doctor. Maybe working at a Klinik Desa doesn't give you the popularity kot...

 ok, that's me on my 20th weeks of pregnancy to be exact. I hope i can still fit the baju kurung i bought for kak ros's wedding which is next month!!I bought La Senza's S size nightwear( to be precise-brand new with tag) and I'm thinking of letting it go. Maybe, but i dunno yet, hubby thinks i looked ok in it. Infact hawttt :p

Anyways, I overheard someone said she ate maggi and the nurses bising2 sket la...If i were that girl, I wouldn't dare telling the nurse that i ate instant noodle. Ok i don't eat maggi atleast, but i do cook instant noodle, trust me, it's my first ever instant noodle during my pregnancy. What do u expect?I'm always a fan of instant noodle. However, i came across this new instant noodle last month(well at least it looks new to me :p) and decided to give it a try until yesterday. Have you ever heard KOKA?

 KOKA instant noodles, mind the blurriness, my camera meragam sket.

The company that produces this brand is from Singapore, and the noodle is MSG-free, less salt, less everything and suitable for vegetarians. It comes with all sorts of flavor like, chicken flavor, mushroom flavor, tomyum and so on. Well I had a taste of tomyum and I must say it is quite good, although it is not that spicy compared to Thailand's instant noodle. I put lotsa veggie in it, to make it look healthy (eventho i know, instant noodles are always not healthy heh), cili padi like 7-8 of them(terpakse belah separuh je, sebab nak avoid dari kunyah cili padi kalo potong kecil-kecil), some lemongrass, ginger, onions, garlic and not to forget prawns!!

 ahh so hot and delicious!

 And here's a close up zoom. ahhh the prawn makes me drools now!!I want some more, but no, I can't!!See I told ya i put lotsa veggies in it :p

Meanwhile, I bought myself a cormfie shoes from Clarks and I'm loving it :) I hope this flats can last me tru my pregnancy. I don't wanna buy any flats no more, but yes, I'm still eye-ing myself on heels, and more heels!! tadaaaaa!! How cute is that? Well at least i think it is cute tho :p And owh, it's the latest design btw, the salesgirls told me. Ko tipu pon ape aku kesah ye dakkk??

How it started??

Ever wonder on how I got my name? errr...I mean my blogger name, who is anarauda? Don't just assume that anarauda means "saya rauda". Well technically it seems yes, but the truth is beyond that. I always wanted my name to have two characters.

Back in the old days, all of my friends got two names or more than two, where I'm the only one with one name except for Balqis. You see, Maizatul Aqma, Wan Nur Hidayah, Wan Alia' Nusaibah, Teh Saleha, Teh Munira, Nur Hasyimah and the list goes on. Hahhh, how annoying is that when you're the one with one name.

Ok, back at that time, I used to be someone who doesn't appreciate with my own name. Sorry, not that I don't like my name Raudhah, but why not Raudhah ............(isi tempat kosong mana bunyi yang rhymes). So, I started to create my own name and I thought that Raudhah Farhana sounds nice. Well at least at that time. hahahah lame!! I told people that my real name was supposed to be Raudhah Farhana, and of course some believed and some didn't.

Hence, when I started to write my own blog, I thought of putting my nickname as anarauda, and surprisingly I like the name until now. Now, do you have any story on how you've come across with your blog's name/url's name. I should make this as my tagging games that I'm creating, so those who are listed HERE at my blogger lists, you've been tagged!! and not to missed, tentaputih my new follower, sorry I haven't updated yet my links to your blog. In fact ramai lagi...

TELL ME HOW YOU GOT YOUR URL/BLOGGER NAME?

I'm officially a desparate housewife :p

Ever noticed my status at facebook?

it's time to get back to real designing world!!house renovations and fashion designs!!20 hours ago

Then I got some feed backs from my dear friends. Some saying :

Famiza Borhan

ko dah dpt keje ke

Yesterday at 12:15pm · Delete

Nurhazwani Abdullah

keje kat mane odahh? cm best je dgr

Yesterday at 1:22pm · Delete

And what did i reply to them??

Rauda Lee

if u consider freelance as a work..:p xstart job hunting lgi :p will do will do.. :)

Yesterday at 4:03pm · Delete

I dunno whether quitting my job now is really a good decision I've made in my life.but taking my husband's advice, I'd follow anything he wanted me to do. At times, i feel that I'm useless. No directions, no one wants me, even someone is laughing at me, they feel very happy for me. For them, it's a good news, no? perhaps I'm wrong, But my inner instinct told me that they're talking about me. Yes, and they did. :( Deep inside I'm melting. I started to feel the hatred around me. Right now on, all i want is your trust. I don't care what others may think of me, but all i care is you, trusting me or not?

I know, this is just the beginning, and yet there's always something major happening soon. I need to be strong and ignores everything around me. I won't do the talking no more, but let the people around me do the judging. They'll know who's wrong, who's right. After all, I don't have anything to lose.

Oh Allah, please be with me!! :(

I may look strong outside, but inside only You knows better.

a tribute to love

today i planned to clean my room, like i'm used to semangat semangat with it, but yet ended up with doing nadaa!!hahahah...ok, but to do, ofcoz laa nk kene kecohkan kat semua org yang i nk kemas, well hope ia berjalan dengan lancarnya tanpa gangguan :D tee heee :p

owhhh, i'm kinda like in the mood rite now...everyday seems better and better lahhh!!i've got u and u've got me...so yesterday, u were so cute lahh!!pls pass by my house lagi laa ehh..can see a glimpse of you everyday :p na na na na na!!datang amik laptop ke, or buat2 tertinggal barang ke..pape excuse jelaa..hahahha

now, mr superman has downloaded Yahoo Messenger, so we can now chatting through out office hours!!how cool is that...he was never a fan of Ym person lahh, but now he has to be one and layan kan saje i..zastttt!!eitt u kene belajar IT, baru leh masuk ngn awek muda mcm i lahh :D

and owhh, i managed to not sleep rite after suboh, no?? well atleast not yet!!and i mean it, yet!! :p

so ladies, zal- if you're reading this, my line kene barred, so i hardly connected with my loved ones and friends...as for my hantarans, YES!!i haven't started on that yet, and YES again, dont ask me and said, ehhh bukan ke minggu depan??sempat ke siap??well i dun care!! :p bluekkkkk...

just doa that i can finish everything lahh by next week :) and thanx everyone for the wishes..i'm so blessed!!and shepah sayang, i'm so honoured to have you as my pengapit!!you see, you fly all the way from INDIA just to attend my wedding, and pay a bloody whole lot for the ticket!!i dont think anyone has ever do that to me, ada bleh lupe pon ade jugak..hahaha...u know, i can never pay you for your kindness!!you are such a wonderful friend to me, the one that can do anything for me...i've never yet found someone like you, and no one can replace you...seriously!!

p/s : if ever u can tell me all your hopes and fear, do i really wanna hear and believe in it??ohh yes i do my dear!! :) just tell me everything..just like yuna's, we need to have a deeper conversation! and yes, i AM so willing to have you as my besties forever, and do not hesitate dear...i am here for you at anytime, anywhere, just not always in front of you, but yes, i can share everything with you!!AND NOW I'M LEARNING YOU!! :)

9 random bebelanss!!

1. i still couldn't find the force in me that can helps me encouraging myself to keep on doing my design

2. i'm so0oo fed up with my university life in UM (bare in mind, i love studying, but i just need to change the atmosphere)

3. maybe becoz, i'm so frustrated with the lecturers, it makes me sick to even step my feet at the faculty.

4. i love designing and always have passion for it, but not anymore when i'm in UM :(

5. but yes, i'm so0oo sure that i'll continue my part II, and that will be somewhere else other than UM...

6. and nonetheless, i have to accept the fact that, i love UM!!but not faculty of built environment...err, do u get what i mean??i love my matrix life during pasum days, i was ok with it...then i applied architecture, and i dont like the system here...come on, my dad's a lecturer, so i know who really wants to be a lecturer, or who's doing it for the sake of u have to do it!!

7. i love UM becoz i found my love life there!! :) despite all the hatred i have, we share the same passion...i wanna finish my studies, and we'll build our dream house together!! :)

8. so pls force, pls give me strength!!i'm doing all these, for the sake of my dream house...

9. i hate complaining, but that's the fact that i'm starting to face...duhhh, why ehh??it's not good for my health, it gives me pressure!!

cuakkk

ok i know...sorry for taking such a long time to update this bloody blog :D i haven't got time to spend on myself, yet to sit in front of the Pc and write...well ofcoz i always got time for my mesti-tidor-time...which i can get cranky bile tak...lately, i've been busy...not to say that busy, but busy enough to keep me away from my daily activities...last few days, i had to clean up all the mess in my room...my room xdelahhh messy sgt pon, it's just that i've bought an IKEA bookcase and had to upah my brother pasang dgn sebungkus keow tiaw ladna kat bazli berharga rm5!!itu baru je bookcase, blom lagi part drill kan my board kat wall...another keatiaw ladna lahh jawabnya!!aigooo....

and ofcoz, need to spare time between studies and buat hantaran...gile kaperhhhh...sudah laa design need to see its progress, and hantaran pon nak kene siap jugak...9 dulang...up until now, xde dulang yang siap pon lagi!!and what more??barang2 hantaran pon baru abes beli smlm!!haihhhhhh...mau pengsan gamaknye...but the best thing is, dapat gubah hantaran untuk yg tersayang sendiri...cantik tak cantik belakang cerite :D

esok ade interim crit!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

tagging games

• List these rules on your blog.



• Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog. (macam similar to the previous one aku buat je)



• Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.



• Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.



• Link the person who tag you.



• Leave a comment for each blogger.

lalalalala....
ok i've been tag by my sister, and AGAIN being a very good little sis i am to her, i think why not i take my bloody on sweet time to do this :p hehe...

7 facts that u guys should know about me!!~this has been done before...i guess everyone knows these facts of me...atleast not everyone but that superman one lahh... :D

1. i like to wear black even tho i so0ooo loved pink!!but anyhow, i can be that vibrant one ehh :p

2.i like going to stationery and art shops...no wonder i'm looking for one to date :p

3.i woke up real late in the morning...even shopping won't help...like today...ibu woke me up at 8.50!!she said, let's go to IKEA...and i was like...uhhhh....ngantok nih...wehh...serious ehh i nih hantu bangun tido awal!!kalo bgn awl to becoz of terpakse :D

4.so that's why shopping comes next!! :p i like going everywhere...kaki jalan :D

5.i buy strictly branded stuffs only OR yang takde brand terus...becoz i dont like wearing a fake one on streets...

6.my kind of things are eating/ trying out something new...name it japanese, korean, western as long as it's cooked!!and i like yogurt drinks too!!especially strawberry/any berries...

7.i love britney to death!! :D mcm mangkuks je aku...bile nk insaf nih xtau lahh...ahahh!! :p

7 unspectucular quirks about me ~~errrr!!aku ade kah ini???nevermind...aku cube buat ehh...

1.i never like baking at all...even buat kuih raye pon...so whenever i got the idea of baking, ahahh...something crazy must have struck me ehh...like, doing it for someone special...it's the love feeling...yeahh...mcm mak aku suro buat donut ngn die...cute tuh aku buat...smpi hancur rupe die...hahh..


2.i'm a freak who's trying so hard to open her own label someday...maybe on my own...or maybe with a partner :)) i'm going to do a lots of business...just wait ehh...

3.i so0oo loved fashions and i'm now learning to draw fashions...that's my hobby during my leisure times...or sometimes, the idea just run tru my head only...keeping and saving it for the last...

4.i can be sweet to people who does sweet things to me, but when once u take away my trust on you, u know the better side of me...like someone using me for their own benefits, that's not my way lady...so u better watch out...

5.i can be a very smart person...so dont expect me that i'm that one of the bimbos!!

6.i like listening to musics with good/meaningful lyrics...it gives me idea whenever i feel like writing poems..

7.ok, last...i wish i can get married at the very early age...where, i can settle down with my business and go around the world with my husband...then i'm blessed!! :))

i'm tagging these seven people...so if guys got the time, just do it...if not leave it eh...
:: ruqayyaa
:: jazzabelle
:: zal-szelinski
:: mizahh-smile
:: yatisakurakowa
:: miesmoshe
:: my princess much0k

long tiring refreshing??hehe

i know i have been kept u waiting, but i'm here now!!! huhu...after all the refreshing and what not to the blog, hoping that i'll be writing up something, and nope...all the same thing keeps popping out, except for the new chat rock-me-in box at the very right corner top...kekekee...i know who did that :p

but anyways, i've got so many things to write, so many things to share, be it stories, pics, videos and other stuffs, but heyyyy...now i'm writing using my PC, not my laptop :( my brother's laptop kene strucked by lightening, so he borrowed my adapter instead...being me, i never like to use cable to transfer all the pics, when i can only insert the SD card/bluetoothing when using laptop...which is way easier right??

2 weeks were very hectic with all the activities...going there, going here and everywhere!!u just name it lahh...but i guess, everyone knows about it lahhh...it's just a matter of fact for me to upload the pics laa...if and only if, i rajin by that time ehh :p

ok, so i've been tagged by mizahhh...and guess what??i dun have any songs in this PC, becoz i've just reformatted it...hahahhaha...so maybe, i'll do it later lahh ehh mizahh...sorryyyy...jgn serik to tag me again lahh :p

and yes to mushy, sorry aku lupe nk kasi msg kat ko kat FB, ko sorg je kot yg tertinggl..aku x perasan seyhh name ko...we were discussing on a sweet escape trip to kampung melayu...rite now, we're still choosing the right date!!and yeah, u know me,i'm never good at electronic stuffs right, so i dunno how to add your name lahh, so might as well, i'm going to resend the msg again...sorry..

ok guys, till then..more pics, more vids later, i promise...
ofcos laa...i still got to tell about the Al-Jabbar clan yet!!huhhhhhhh *sigh* :p

forever L.O.S.V.E ~ (listen,observe.say.vain.entertain)

uhuh...my L.O.S.V.E is what i do everyday...

always refreshes my W.O.B, BS, Fb and some go bloggers of mine...

i write what i feel, i write when my mind's working...so don't expect me to write almost everyday...i write when i have the passion to do so...my blog is where i can express my beauty of life, my passions and not for my personal life...heheh...but when i'm not writing, it doesn't mean that my mind is not working...like i said, i do L.O.S.V.E!!!!!!i heart my soul, that i only share it with my mannequin...and that mannequin, is the love that i cherished...even tho it cannot speak, but it sees and listens on every single details that i do...huh!!talk about crap :p

off blogging for almost 6 days...lotsa things happened, some can be tell, some can just let it be...but yes!!i'm half way to the top, and part of me is officially bonded to be one...erkkk...last weekend, went to malacca n enjoyed the seafood again, but this time around, Parameswara penuh, so we choosed the Ayahanda laaa...well, the food is so-so laaa sbb dh lapar sgt kot time tuh....but anyways, i liked the appetizers :)

so came monday, and that was the day i spent my leisure time with ibu (plus sa'eed sebok menyibuksss) at spa...eheheh...we were supposed to go there early in the morning, but heck, we can only managed to get ourselves there at half past two...hihih...so i needed to book another day for myself...penat woo nana, jd bibik anak kamu...alahai, padahal bukan wat ape pon, setakat basuh berak kadang2, bg mandi sket, then makan, then bengkung, then masak, then chat pastu kene panggil berkali-kali...hahahhaa...baru laa bontot tuh nk bergerak wat keje...kalo x, stick memanjang depan laptop :p

tuesday : was my special day...not only becoz i get to hangout with my ex-studiomates (even tho xdpt jumpe kamu jaziah, but i promise i'll make up for u later ehh??), but something major happened lahhh :)))))))))))))))))))))))))

wednesday : ahahahaha...besides my daily routine, went to alamanda with nourel and sa'eed...and yeshhh as usual, spent almost a hundred at the pharmacy...wehhh, haram laa kalo shopping kat watson...sure abess semua...

huhuhuhu...i wonder what will happen tomorrow...hope for something special again???lalalalalla......senza...aku nk beli pink robe arr akak...jomm...kuikuikui... :p

the ohh so melancholic attack

my instinct hardly recognize what i feel lately...sometimes, the feelings are too harsh to me to handle, and yet i have to struggle to comfy myself in this cruel life...each second is too precious and i'm too anxious to learn and breathe the new air...

let the time flies, i wanna know what's going to happen next, even sometimes at times, i regret the past, but i need to head on and never look back...the voice of my head always deny the feelings of the heart...never want to give a way, not even a slip...each and everyday, i waited patiently to the sound of the love...the air smells of its fragrance, yet we need to catch hold of it to get the sweetness of love...sometimes when the wind blows, it takes away the smell of love, making me tempting to breathe even deeper...in a way, to feel it...

ahhhh...i'm just a small heart living in an empty big heart...it is so empty at times even if u scream your lungs out, u can never be heard...ooowhhh, this heart pain has rotten my soul, and change my point of view...the view that i see today is getting clearer, though when the rain comes, it washes it all away...leaving me no clue, and i surrender...i was blinded by the lies beneath it, that i can never listen to the truth that speaks in between...

i dont wanna change myself into some seriuos type of person, but the world has taught me to become one...even the so called friendship can be betrayed, what more can you expect from the outsiders...i'm not talking about friendship, but i'm talking about my life...i'm so tired to live with all the wrong doings that i have done, that i want to end it up now...

The Ugly Duckling

hahaha...

what happened when u kemas-kemas your old stuffs??

ofcoz u will find some unexpected things that u wouldn't know that it ever exist !!you know...like...errmmm, getting to know your mum's certificate studies, your dad old secret(but ofcoz not the dirty little secret one mehh) and not to forget old pictures!!!hahaahaha...so that's what happened lahh...i get to see the old me...ahhhh...how time flies, without even giving any warning to me, except yeahh...it warns me that my face changed from time to time...and imagined to have a mother that didn't remember how her daugther looked like...hahhaa...how depressing ahh...however, this evolution of me, i would like to dedicate to maisa laa as she's getting older last 12th november 2008...and ofcoz, i grew older day by day watching u getting older too...so that's explain why suddenly i'm on the mood looking for old stuffs...enough said :)

starting off with the sicked me :(( well, my whole baby life was never fully utilized..hahah..atleast for me lahh...becoz. i suffered from jaundice(correct me if i'm wrong :) and most of my time, were spent in being hospitilized...and to get my back-bone water, was yet another experience that can never be forgotton...and maybe becoz of that, i'm not that strong, a bit weak and sometimes i'm jenis yg menggigil tuh...especially when i'm nervous!!u can see my whole body is shaking...my parents were told by the doctor that if the operation didn't succeed, i might get paralyzed!!goshhh, Alhamdulillah i'm fine... :)

and this is me after recovered from the pain lahh...u see, i never was a cute baby...never smile one :p hahaha...ofcoz i don't remember if i ever smiled at that time :Dhaha...that's me and my brother, mushtaq :pthis was like 4 yrs old of me??hmmm...
and this is when i'm 4-5 maybe...im not so sure, but i'm very sure of the location...but looking at the hair growth...it is probably around 1990s...the earlier picture above was shot before we flew all the way to Bradford, Uk.

ahhaa...the cheeky me with little rumaisa :p wehh muke ko same je dowhh..muke aku je yg macam berubah-ubah kan :D
and this is me at the age of 14 :p hahahha, so innocent look rite??

ok...so i haven't yet found any of my picture during school days...i wished i have one...but no ofcoz...and so we skipped the teenagers period...now i'm looking forward on my adult side of me :)) do i need to upload the current pics of me??well i guess no, sbb dah terpampang besar2 kat header tuh...enjoy looking at it!!!harharharhar :D wehh, my story telling nih kan, macam cerite the ugly duckling plaks :p erkkk...yeke?!!

i like the part when the ugly duckling said, "Goodness! How I've changed! I hardly recognize myself!"

refreshments :p

i've noticed that i haven't update my blog since like ages!!goshhhh...
and i was wondering is there ever someone that refreshes my blog to see any new post!!hahaha
well, it's just that, i don't have the mood to write, but still what's the purpose of having a blog in the first place rite?arghhhh!!!~~that is to kill time...n now i realized that the time has kill me!!agagaga :p

so many things happened all these while, that i don't think i need to elaborate it bits by bits since it's all now in the past, and i'm starting a new fresh life ahead!!*sighhh*

except for a little bit updates on me :-p
a) i'm so0oo sick with my studio life...it's so pathetic that i sometimes, can't stand it~~really need to finish up my studies and think about something else!!! *urghhh* its not that i dont like designing, i always do!!its just that the environment around me makes me feel depressed even more!!

b) currently in love with fashions!!~~well hey!!i always do have interest in fashions okay!!besides, fashions are about designing too :D goshhhh, i really had this big big ideas running tru my head everytime i had difficulties to fall asleep...its like you know, you wake up and draw all that ideas of yours, and then as you go on sketching, it turned out to look horrible!!hahaha...but still that ideas of mine are beautiful, its just that i dont have the talent to draw...erkk??what do u think???hahaha

c) and talking about fashions~~i now in searching of textiles or the best fabrics for my design!!i found out that, buying cloths from mango, envee, guess, DP, topshop and etc are way too expensives for a budget student like me...hahaha, so y not make one of my design into reality ehh???afterall, u need to see what others think about your design, or else, u will feel very the syok sendiri one lahhh :p

d) i really inneed of a new wallet!!i need something like a shocking pink one or something stripes that looks colorful!!been tru a lot of website, fall in love with these wallets from coach and marc by marc jacobs!!!*urgghhh* really need to buy one, or maybe there's someone out there who feel free to belanje me? :p agagaga...

e) really stuck with my urban design now!!i havent find a suitable concept for it...afterall, this semester is all about concepts and ideas...i dont want ending up like before :-( so!!need to work really hard and get tru 4th year!!

f) in planning to open up business~~besides being an architect, i wanna be a fashion designer too...i wanna design cloths for the muslim womans who still wanted to look fashionable and elegant even tho they're covering their aurah!!just wait, i will have my own label one day!!ameen :D

g) even more~~i want to cut off my weight *urghhh*
i so0oo looked fat, well atleast i do feel that even tho people says no lahhh!!but trust me, dont believe others when they say no...becoz you yourself feel yang rase...hahahah...so far, my diet plans never works!! :D agagagaga...i really need a PT like Britney!!*haishhh* how i wished, i am that rich lahhh :D



p/s : that reminds me that im planning to bake a cake this coming Friday!!there goes my diet..heh!!~~ :D

the journey stopped by at the "BLAST STATION"!!!

again today, as im writing this blog, im having my sleepless nite...so i just spend some time here, to burn the oil...heeeeeeee....well, first of all...i would like to say THANK YOU or in other words, XIE XIE NIE, KAMSA MIDA, ARIGATO, SYUKRAN (well i knw only these words...hahaha!!!) to the very first person yang bagi comment kat blog i yang x seberape ini...someone, play that drum roll thingy, and give it up for NURHAYATI NORDIN a.k.a YATISAKURA!!!!im honored to know that there's someone out there reading my stuffs here...heheheh!!!muah222....

ok, so yesterday went out not as planned, i would rather say, it turned out to be 50-50 successful....heheheh...well, i didnt go to the "pasar" since my sister slept rite after she ironed her husband's cloth, and i was like, browsing the net, reading the online news (utusan.com.my + harakahdaily.net =u can conclude the who's telling the truth out there!!!), checked my mail, checked my friendster (hahahah!!!thats a must ok!!) just to keep myself from asleep rite after subuh...yelaaa...dah kate pon nk kene g pasar kol 7 kan...and macam x kenal saye, saye kalo tido mmg serius akan bgn lambat!!!and the best part is, i was struggling myself not to fall asleep, but then my sister bleh laa tido...ingatkan die wat ape laa kat dalam bilik die tuh ngn suami die...rupenye tido...gile tertekan seyhh...hahahahah...so after penat waiting, around 9am tuh, i started to feel sleepy, so i went straight to my bed (which happens not to be a bed ok!!!FYI, i was kicked out from my own room since my sister get married, so now, im roomless!!!waaaa...x caye, tnye mursyidah...betol x???heheheh :p ) to sleep...baru je nak terlelap, my sis kuar bilik n ajak g pasar...i cakp...

"ceh!!!aku baru nk tido, aku ketuk bilik ko, ko senyap je...hampeh laa...xpayah laa g pasar, tp kejut aku kol 10.30, aku nk tengok gak movie tuh..."

"ok..."

masing-masing terbaring and senyap...ntah ape die pikir time tuh, then she said...

"weh, ape kate kite g je warehouse sale tuh pagi nih...kalo pas lunch ramai gile seyhh...aku malas laa nk berebut2 ngn pompan2 kat sane tuh nnti..."

"alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!ko nih, suke kaco aku tido laaaa....."

"aku tau, ko kalo skali tido, sure takkan bgn nye!!!" (well thats true, becoz i havent sleep yet since last nite which is becoz my sleeping hour dah lari)

"eeee...ko nih...xleh langsung tgk aku senang laa...yelaa22222...g laa mandi cepat...aku kene bgtau mushy sbb aku dh ckp nk g lepas tghari cmtuh..." (so i told mushy the change of plan, n she was ok with that...)

CONCLUSION NYE!!!I X DAPAT TGK THAT SHADOW IN THE PALACE THINGY....waaaaaa *sob sob*

but its ok, atleast im happy, i mean very much happy...heheheh...becoz ive got to shop like heaven...we went to that guardian warehouse sale (n buy makeups at a very cheap price...hey hey, real cheap ok!!!), went to jalan kenanga somewhere around jalan hang tuah (sha bg direction, dgn semua pon xtau jalan, and i yang ingat2 lupe mane jalan hang tuah nih, main redah je...at last sampai gak...heheheh...bought a cardigan and a pair of shoes...tp kan, aku kene tukar kasut tu balik, sbb die bagi salah saiz...sebelah 39 sebelah lg 38...hahahahahah!!!!), then next, we went to zara warehouse sale at corus hotel (bought 2 pasang baju at 40bucks!!!dh x larat nk korek2 baju lain dah sebab me and mushy dh sakit tengkok...hahahahha) and rite after that, we hit the theater at taman budaya, yang kite agak sesat laa jugak untuk smpai ke situ....heheheh...

but overall, i had a blast yesterday, and my sis is complaining yg die sakit2 kaki macam sakit mase die merentas desa dolu22...ehh, come on laa sera....as if u r not used to it...duhhhhhh!!!! :p

and ingat kan nk smbung lagi g ke guess warehouse sale kat bangsar village today, but my anak buah was around and so, i korbankan peluang itu demi saeed tercintaaa...heheheh...so we just went for a dinner at uncle chili's with the whole family plus uncle man and tok yang but minus my ibu and ayah =(...miss my time with u guys around...plss...come back home early...

ok ok ok....so tomorrow...we all are heading down south to jaz's house...and jonker road!!!wait till we come ok coz we are going to take photos and shopping like tomorrow never come...when i said we, that includes (famiza, aainaa, sha, mushy, yati, atiq...yasmin zal n kakros ade dihati kami wpun xdpt g...heheheh)...so esok kawan2ku...jgn lupe kumpul kat UM kol 9, then kite konvoi ok!!!!yeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

till then...i need to rest, push myself to sleep, so that i wont be sleepy tomorrow as its going to be a very long day...let me end this with a nice poem(walaupun x nice, anggap je nice...hahahaha) by me...it has a very deep meaning, so its up to u guys to interprate the meaning in your own understanding...

to be cool, is to keep low...
dont be fool, and do not show...
all the worries, just let the wind blow...
all the pains, take the chance to hold...
feel it, so then only...
you hold the future...
in the eyes...
in the eyes of the enemies...


n owh!!!lupe nk bagi tau...kire nye...i xtido2 from the nite b4 until kol 2.30 am the next day...well, its not impossible kan for an architecture student...rite friendssss???/




xoxo,
rauda ^_^