i want to be creative like katy perry too!! :)

coz when i'm with him, i'm thinking of you!!

what would you do, if you were the one who'd be spending the night??
ohh i wish that i was looking into your eyes!!

damn...
as i indulge myself with my own design world, i got lost with the whole song...i mean, what more can you ask for, for such an emotional lyric with beautiful melodies??the song is like a ghost that haunts me every now and then...even when i'm about to sleep, or going to eat, and whatever i do, the voices keep repeating in my head...and i know it's a sin..OH ALLAH, take me away from this...i mean, if even i can have this kind of feeling whenever i perform my solah...you know...or whatever i do, i should remember Allah...goshhh, i am so weak in this small harsh world...

bare in mind, even tho the lyric has got nothing to do with my life, but i shuddered whenever i hear it, and almost in tears as it goes at its very peak note...haishhh..i wonder who's the creative songmaker...if only i can be that creative in my design?? :(

design is one thing, i can never understand...i like to design for my own good, for my own use, but to design for the sake of my final, it gets me annoy sometimes...like today, i've been changing a little bit of this and that on my plan and what not, until i got stuck til i dunno what else to do :( i even asked a friend of mind to help me construct my 3D elevations, as my laptop and pc can never EVER support the sketch up program or any 3D programs...just imagine, to even create a single line can take u about 5 minutes!!!like what the )**^^$@!^&

but today, i've seen the form, and i kinda not satisfied with it, i felt so down and depressed!!you know that kind of feeling...i know if i proceed with it, i can still pass the mark, but is that my real aim for this??why would i repeat my whole year for the things that i'm not happy with??atleast, if i pass, i should be happy with my own design...not to satisfy someone else!!I WAS LIKE, what the f*** am i doing??it looks like s***...and seriously, i'm not lying!!i went blank with the whole idea of designing...at times, i think, was this really my dream??am i really gonna be an architect some day??if i am one, am i that eligible??

i decided to meet again my uncle(an architect) to gain my confidence back!!you know, just to get an agreement on what i did, whether i'm on the right path or not...and yeah, i'm a bit relief...at least i know that i can still work it out!!

well here are some sketches on the elevations of my building...i'm designing a budget hotel plus a community centre...what do u guys think of it??hit me back...do give positive comments yang memberansangkan :)

dont miss out this restaurant, if u're a fan of malay cuisine!!

last nite, i had dinner with atok n uzair at Khatijah's kitchen, a fine dining restaurant owned by the famous Malaysian singer, Khatijah Ibrahim...the interior makes u feel like home...so intimate and cozy, while u enjoy its food...as for the food, i think it's quite ok laaa...sedap pon sedap jugak laaa, but i've tried better than that before...as for the selections of food, it is more to malay cuisine, from nasi goreng, nasi briyani, mee soto, laksa to kueh mueh n bubur...if you're a fan of masakan kampung and all that, i think u can opt to try out this restaurant...and, do take a chance to go to their washroom!!HAHA...one thing about fine dining restaurant, i will always go and checkout its toilet, one way of getting ideas :D kalo ibu renovate tandas jadi mcm tuh ok gak...i forgot to bring my hp along, so that explains why i didnt manage to snap at all!! :D

i had meehoon soto, atok- laksa johor, uzair-mee rebus...as for the apetizers, we ordered tauhu telur n cucur ikan bilis, while kueh kaswi for our dessert...

i'd like to try out their sambal udang tempoyak, but yeahh...xde sape yg suke tempoyak..heh!!

go google the location...next up, will bring atok to strawberry's park Cafe in Pj...hehehe..hands up sape nk follow?????????

in 3 weeks time, what will happen??

ok...
i'm so done with my 3d on interior design...the sketch up is running slow, plus the internet connection was not that very good!! as i scroll the zoom in zoom out function, it went blank!!duhhhh...can u imagine how slow is that????and being the loser me, i kept on repeating the same song over and over again...i downloaded these three songs from youtube
1. taylor swift - love story
2. katy perry - thinking of you
3. kat deluna - run the show

just becoz, i wanna provide more memory space for my designs, so i avoided keeping songs in my laptop...but see, no matter how i avoid downloading songs, the pics collection makin menambah laa pulak!!

blog havent been updated for quite while...haha...i dunno if anyone ever notice laa kan..n tak heran pon agaknye...

anyways, last week, i went to ampcorp mall, and found an indian store selling sarees, lengha (i'm not sure how it spells) punjabis, and hell yeahh, i think the price ranges are quite reasonable...u can buy materials for about 200rm, and bare in mind, it is all beaded...do compare the same material with one selling at binwanis, gulatis, and etc!!since my mum is not a fan of an indian wedding, therefore i cannot wear one, eventhough a friend of mine, bought me the materials all the way from india...but i'm sure, one day, i'll make a comeback by wearing one!!hahahaha...prolly on my graduation nite??hihi...

nothing much happen, since i've been stucking myself kat studio, then college, then studio again...and now, i'm hungry...i've nothing to munch, and my laptop dah mule sengal, mate pon malas nk layan sengalan, hidung berhingus, tekak gatal, asyik terbatuk2 je...mengharap sangat demam, tp bile suro famiza pegang dahi, tak panas pon die kate...tp badan menggigil kesejukan...nk sgt MC so that i can ponteng studio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waaaaa...oh Allah, pls help me in everything that i do...

FINAL!!!!here i come, in three weeks time, i'll be waiting for u like there's no fear at all :))

makan sane makan sini, shopping sana, shopping sini!!

hehehe...

over the past weekend was fantastic!!

saturday was like my happiest day, followed with sunday n monday...

3 lucky happy holidaysss...n i must say that i'm having fun~~total fun lahh to be precise!!
let's start with saturday...

at first, i planned to attend baking class with yasmin, since my mum was away, following my dad g outstaion, so she requested me to go..n being me, yang mmg x suke baking class, asked yasmin to join in...i know u like to bake alot kan...so yeah..i woke up early that day, like very early around 9..hehe :D got ready n all that...msged yasmin that i'm late, since i slept at college that nite, we promised to meet at around 9.30am...so yasmin said, kite jumpe at my house je terus, coz class starts at 11am...bile dh siap2 semua tuh, turun bawah, found out that kete i kene blocked with all those VVIPs!!alahai....nak mintak driver diorg alehkan kete, mmg lahh xleh kan, coz xkan nk mintak sorg2 kuarkan kete...otak dh jammmm xtau nk pikir ape!!

called yasmin...yasmin dh nk sampai kat tol sg besi dh time tuh...then i called mr superman, nk tnye if anyone kat college that i can borrow kete ke...tp semua xde balik kampung!!gileee kaperhhh....so yasmin mmg hebat lahhhhhh...die dtg selamat kan aku...bayangkn die u turn kat exit UPm serdang!!wehhh TERHARU SEHHHH!!sape yg sanggup kot wat camni selain dr family aku or my fiance!!n berterime kaseh kat bakal tunang ko gaks...

hahaha...n the best past...kitorg rush nk g ke kelas, sbb kelas nih free, so expect lotsa of makcik2 yg semangat nk belajar kan...bile dh sampai tuh, wahhhhhhhhhhh!!awat parking luar kedai nih x penuh???kate lahh kite sampai awal min...ke makcik2 nih semua g bercuti sakan kat kampung??xpe33, masuk je kedai..

then nk g counter tnye mane kelas..time tuh ade customer, so berdiri relax2 dulu...hahaha...last2 die ckp...owh kelas arini cancel eh!!!!!!OMF $&$*^)*_)&*%$&^ betolkah ape yg aku dgr!!n kalo aku dpt rakam suare ko arituh min, mmg aku gelakkk sakan!!hahaha...kuat gile kite tnye dengan serentaknye....APEEEEEE????KELAS CANCELLLLLLLLLLLL!!hahaha...akak tuh relax je jawab, haah...chef yg ajar tuh ayah die meninggal...INNALILLAH...serentak lagi...time tuh mcm...jiwa yg kaco panas membare tuh, terus tenang dgn serta merta...pastu kitorg gelak pikir ape yg kitorgh wat...hahahah...then yasmin punye laa excited teruja tgk kedai tuh...mcm2 ade...teruja abes siap bershopping lagi kat situh...wehh min, aku rase kedai sebelah die pon best gakk..yg vanilla pastry tuh...

then pas shopping kat YUMMIes, kitorg off to warta bangi...hahaha!!heaven tak tempat tuhhhhhhh???pengumuman!!bra murah n sale abesss ehh...ehh ehh!!bukan bra cikai kehh??xmain arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!audrey, triumph...byk lagi...hahah...maju dah warta ku sekarang!!

around 12.30pm tuh, kitorg pon balik kl...hahah...yelaa sbb kete aku kat sane...so otw tuh, tgk jalan ke arah seremban jam laahh plak..langsung terbantut hati aku nk balik umah...then min ajak ronggeng kat the gardens n mid!!ok mmg heavennnn...aku sgt bahagiaaaa!!!makan shopping gossip, mkn lagi...sape yg xnk kann???had lunch at the gardens!1best sehhh...puas ati...makanan jepun die ade class giteww...ice kacang die pon ade class gak!!hahhhhhhhh..mkn smpi nk meletssss dah kot!!

i had fruit cocktail, min chendol..(minum kolestrol ehh!!)chicken karage bento!!marvellous terbaekk

BEST PArT!!AKU DH JUMPE KEDAI ART SUPPLY YG TERBAIK IN TOWN!!!!!!!!NK PIKAT ANAK TOKEH DIE LEHH X???ERRRRRRRRRR!!

pastu gi ronda2 kat isetan, robinson metrojaya, mencari handbag n heels...we bought oursleves white stilettos yg sgt same ok!!hahaha entirely the same one sbb masing2 terpikat!!n minat this one Liz clairebone nye handbag, but at that time, cash pon abes...n malas nk g atm cucuk n masuk balik sbb kaki aku dh sakit kotttt!!penat kot jalan...sape kate pakai crocs (flat) x sakit kaki???aku ingt kalo aku pakai heels pon x sesakit tuhh...haishhhh...

we decided to go back..n otw nk g parking the gardens, lalu lahh depan paddington house of pancakes...ape lagiiiiiiiiiiiiii...minum2 petang lahh plak..hahah...haram best kan min...JOM G LAGI!!kesimpulannye, kalo diberi markah 10 utk hari itu aku bagi 12 out of ten...

pancakes with bannana, maple syrup n vanilla ice cream with cocoa butter...sinful i tell u!!yasmin nye mocha ke latte..aku x tau lahh...tp yg pasti love die kurang menjadi..tercacat sket..haha...tukar barista lahh..tp janji sedap kann??mine: hot chclate with marsmallow...sodap sgttt smpi naik pening..hahah

heee...muke3 happy :p

then malam tuh plak aku dpt my new abaya!!tambah lagi koleksi abaya ku...yeehaaaaaaa!! :D best best best...

posing ngn abaya baru :p

monday~cuti maulidurrasul...g umah akak n makan2 bersame childhood friend...heeeeeeeee...best yg amatan..mkn smpi nk letop okk!!!
location kat umah akak...best betolllllllllllllllllllll :D

huhhhh...now i'm starting to think nk diet balik???setelah x nk diet sebab rase figure dh ok, tp selepas menelan semua nih...aku berpikir 10kali!!huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

gersang kah blog aku kakak cantikk??

hahahah...
sepadan ngn tajuk, segersang itulahh kakak cantik mengrefresh blog aku...menanti update...bluekkkk!! :p

sorry lahh kawan-kawan...

aku tidak mempunyai masa untuk mengupdatekan diri aku disini selame berape minggu ntah...

1. kerana aku wat design...ok jangn jadikan design sebagai alasan xleh update...tp it's true what!!aku kesini kemari focus kat design je..pastu bile bukak je blogspot, rase sengalan yg amat...sebab aku malas nk tulis pasal diri aku yg hanye sebok tentang design...rase nk muntah ok..macam lahh xde mende fun yg ko wat...tp memang ye wehhhhhhhhhhhhhh...aku pon nk muntah...BORING BORING BORING!!bayang kan,aku dh lame x g shopping, wpun window shopping...

2. aku dah lame x tengok wayang, so takde cerite yg aku leh review!!waaaaaaaaaaa...last aku tgk, ialah citer house of bunny (bimbo nk mampos citer tuh), itu pon aku beli cd tuh mase makan kat uptown...hahahaha loser giler kannn...tp skrg aku nk try gak fix mase aku utk tgk citer dragon ball

3. aku maseh lagi tak tempah baju kawen aku..sebab aku xtau lagi macam mane??waaaaaaaaaaaaa

4. aku xrase nk kawen bile aku stress belajar!!!damn u architecture!!

5. keje aku skrg makan je...membiak lemak...padahal nk jadi pengantin bulan 5 nih...so wt!^%&% with that....biarkan saje!!

6. final presentation aku adalah pada 6 april...jadi nanti kan kehibernisasi aku dr dunia blog!!

7. aku dh amik cuti 2 bulan utk stop ngajar tusyen...semata2 nk focus kat study...so expect an A workk?????????which is damn, i dun even think can lahh :D

blerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

aku hairan aku tulis mende ngarut!!

aku seperti tidak tahu...

perlukah aku rase seronok n gembire ataupon berduka cita??yelahh...baru-baru nih aku timbang lgi berat aku, turun lagi 2 kg menjadi 54kg!!aku semakin hairan kerana aku tidak mengamalkan diet langsg...percayelahh..aku mule jadi tak keruan kerana akau takut aku menghidapi penyakit yg tersembunyi...

yang hairannya, lemak2 aku langsg tidak berkurangn, tp aku sudah pasti seluar aku sangat longgar!!mcm mane tuh??i was a UK 12 before, now i think aku a UK8!!tp still perut aku menunjukkn kebulatan yang amatan!!hahahahha...

dan sekarang ini juga, aku terase seperti ingin makan macam-macam...macam nk makan sushi king, yong taufoo kat alamanda/pavillion, then nk makan cake kat secret recipe and die nye lasagna...pastu aku terase seperti nk lepak2 di kedai kopi....xkesah laa kedai ape, yang penting aku terase seperti nk minum kopi, walhal aku sendiri x suke bau kopi...aku rase je nk minum, tp pasti aku x leh nk telan...dan pasti aku akan order mende yang ade koko base...

adehhh...macam-macamlahh...dan yang paling aku hairan lagi ialah, aku seperti ilang arah nk tulis ape kat blog nih...yelaa..dulu mcm aku selalu pikir yang aku nk update blog, supaye bile aku tua nnti, aku leh imbas balik ape yaang aku sudah buat dulu...mcm skrg, aku mane tulis diari...so bile aku tulis blog, aku akan ingt bile aku grad, bile aku tunang bile aku kawen bile aku ngndung and etc....errrrrrrrrrrr!!!xkjdjhuhsjas bolehkah seperti itu??

p/s: dan yang paling aku HAIRAN, ade gak orang sanggup bace mende mengarut nih...hahahahha...pasti korg nih mmg xde keje dh kan??ok ok...aku perasan, ntah2 org xamik tau pon kewujudan blog aku..agagagagaga!!

9 random bebelanss!!

1. i still couldn't find the force in me that can helps me encouraging myself to keep on doing my design

2. i'm so0oo fed up with my university life in UM (bare in mind, i love studying, but i just need to change the atmosphere)

3. maybe becoz, i'm so frustrated with the lecturers, it makes me sick to even step my feet at the faculty.

4. i love designing and always have passion for it, but not anymore when i'm in UM :(

5. but yes, i'm so0oo sure that i'll continue my part II, and that will be somewhere else other than UM...

6. and nonetheless, i have to accept the fact that, i love UM!!but not faculty of built environment...err, do u get what i mean??i love my matrix life during pasum days, i was ok with it...then i applied architecture, and i dont like the system here...come on, my dad's a lecturer, so i know who really wants to be a lecturer, or who's doing it for the sake of u have to do it!!

7. i love UM becoz i found my love life there!! :) despite all the hatred i have, we share the same passion...i wanna finish my studies, and we'll build our dream house together!! :)

8. so pls force, pls give me strength!!i'm doing all these, for the sake of my dream house...

9. i hate complaining, but that's the fact that i'm starting to face...duhhh, why ehh??it's not good for my health, it gives me pressure!!