fuhhh...
2 times facing new year!!first maal hijrah and now...hehe...goodbye 2008 and welcome 2009!!
hope this new year, all my resolutions will come true...ameen :)
anyways, didn't really celebrate the new year except for going out and picnicing with a whole bunch of my ex-studiomates...while waiting for the fireworks ofcoz, at the peak top of rumah Datuk Bandar...i cooked nasi goreng cantonese and prepared some sandwiches for them...i think everything went smoothly and talk about nonsense all the time ehh...pictures, no pictures...or maybe coming soon as atiq was the only one who's doing the snapping...hehehe...
ok...now i'm off topic...
i cannot sleep tonite, i dunno...i've been pushing myself to sleep...turn left, turn right, trying to get the best position, but nada...nothing really works...i guess maybe i'm a bit sad...i dunno...i feel empty inside and still wondering what was i really thinking??i know it's a new year, and that we should feel happy to face a new challenge ahead, but no...deep inside i feel like so low...prolly becoz i've realized what good can someone else be to you...keeping someone else for good is one thing that everyone wants!!needless to say, u dont want people to talk bad things about you...even it happens to the one you know that they are not really like that...and all you can do is nothing, not even to defend, becoz you dont want the crowd to know that u are against anyone...so might as well shut my mouth, seal and never say a word...huh!!that's hard...becoz deep down it hurts to know the truth of the all the fakeness around you...
surprisingly, people can act differently infront of others when the truth is that, they never like each other...that's the art that i need to learn...maybe i need to learn how to make fun of others infront of everyone, or maybe not...becoz typical me is not like that, even if i dont like the person, i never said it out loud, let go of making fun of it...that's not my way...u never know, one day u've become one like them...like saying you dont like smokers, then ended up u getting involve with smokers...what good can that be to u??and u eat your own words then...by that time, it's not you who do the laughing, but people around you....
so my only wish for this new year is, KEEP ME AWAY FROM ALL THESE TALAM DUA MUKA ORG...ngeeee :)
2 times facing new year!!first maal hijrah and now...hehe...goodbye 2008 and welcome 2009!!
hope this new year, all my resolutions will come true...ameen :)
anyways, didn't really celebrate the new year except for going out and picnicing with a whole bunch of my ex-studiomates...while waiting for the fireworks ofcoz, at the peak top of rumah Datuk Bandar...i cooked nasi goreng cantonese and prepared some sandwiches for them...i think everything went smoothly and talk about nonsense all the time ehh...pictures, no pictures...or maybe coming soon as atiq was the only one who's doing the snapping...hehehe...
ok...now i'm off topic...
i cannot sleep tonite, i dunno...i've been pushing myself to sleep...turn left, turn right, trying to get the best position, but nada...nothing really works...i guess maybe i'm a bit sad...i dunno...i feel empty inside and still wondering what was i really thinking??i know it's a new year, and that we should feel happy to face a new challenge ahead, but no...deep inside i feel like so low...prolly becoz i've realized what good can someone else be to you...keeping someone else for good is one thing that everyone wants!!needless to say, u dont want people to talk bad things about you...even it happens to the one you know that they are not really like that...and all you can do is nothing, not even to defend, becoz you dont want the crowd to know that u are against anyone...so might as well shut my mouth, seal and never say a word...huh!!that's hard...becoz deep down it hurts to know the truth of the all the fakeness around you...
surprisingly, people can act differently infront of others when the truth is that, they never like each other...that's the art that i need to learn...maybe i need to learn how to make fun of others infront of everyone, or maybe not...becoz typical me is not like that, even if i dont like the person, i never said it out loud, let go of making fun of it...that's not my way...u never know, one day u've become one like them...like saying you dont like smokers, then ended up u getting involve with smokers...what good can that be to u??and u eat your own words then...by that time, it's not you who do the laughing, but people around you....
so my only wish for this new year is, KEEP ME AWAY FROM ALL THESE TALAM DUA MUKA ORG...ngeeee :)
2 comments:
hahhaha..
kau terasa ke ape yg aku cakap semalam..
truth hurts..lots of backstabbers,fakeness, plastics,lies,insults,bullies etc..
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